Can’t help myself

Am I a being ? 

Cause all of the time I am expected to do something great

Am I a being ?

Cause everytime I try to find my happiness something called society starts to creep in 

The strings they pull and how badly I’m hurt no one sees it 

Cause I have to be the greatest a perfectionist 

My sunny days are full of rain 

My rainy days an excorching heat 

Am I a being? 

My emotions ,my well being my own identity was killed way back when I was 7 

Am I still a being? 

I’m finding my answer in a vast desert 

Where the water droplets (my answer )gets vaporised by the heat ( society the heat )

All I can do is to walk in this path of thorns 

Having a faith that somewhere or someday I might find my droplets of water 

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